Once again I find myself contemplating what the next step is. Mainly because my life has taken such a huge turn these past 5 months. It's like even when it is cloudy outside, I see so much clearer than before. It's amazing to say the least. So far I've reached back out to an old flame, which since has been ignited again, the best news I have so far. Also, me getting back into the lives of my children and being active in my recovery. It's such a beautiful feeling. Nothing at all can surpass this place where I currently am in life except for the more days I get to take it one day at a time.
As long as I keep myself centered around my recovery, my children, and this old/new flame. I will be okay and believe me, it takes a lot for me to be okay. I guess what I'm trying to say is that being sober is changing my life a little bit at a time and it's very nice to watch and be a part of the flower blossoming this time. No more clouded thoughts and drama lurking around the corner for me to watch out for. Just that good old clean air and plenty of more "one day at a time" goals.
Free Mind Set 